touching on guilt and depression

The littlest things make me feel guilty, which then creates a downward spiral into further depression, a need to self harm and suicidal thoughts. You think I don't know that killing myself would be "selfish" and that I need to "think about others"? Fuck you. I've had enough of catering to other people's delicate and ignorant egos. I'm very much aware of people around me, and how much better their lives would be without me in them.

warped tour..? (and more!)

Hey!

So, it's been a while. (sorry.)

I thought I'd get anybody who still reads this, up to date with me! (And hello to any new people who were directed here, or if you had an uncontrollable hand seizure and wildly keyboard-smashed your way through the internet!)

First off, I have been thinking about that whole video youtube thing, but I still haven't gotten around to it. But I hope I will..? Just making random videos or vlogs, and also vocal covers because fuck you. (just kidding i love you no come back)

I don't know if you know this, but this summer I went to Warped Tour, which was fucking awesome, but it's been, what, almost three months. But that was awesome, and if you want to know more, you can ask. I could (and probably will) make something like a warped tour survival guide, of sorts.

Sometimes I check facebook and I think "what a bunch of fuckwads why am i still around you" but it's strategic, really. And other times I look and see the other awesome people there, like Ben (who is living in toronto the little assface) and Nic and Alaia and Isabel and other people from tumblr. But then I go on tumblr and I cry because feels ughewhsjklgalkds

I had some other points but I forget them now, so I'll get back to you later.

Goodbye my lovelies and smile, because you are a beautiful individual!


I love you!

It sucks being female, period.

(omfg that was the best unintentional joke ever omfg)

anyways, being a girl really does suck. Like, a lot.

Since before I can even remember (My mom's told me about this) I've always wanted to be a guy. To be born a guy. Then I would be so much happier, and I could just be gay every where just gaygaygaygaygaygAYgAYgAYGAYGAYGAYGAY EVERYWHERE.

Sorry. But it's true.

Yep. So you're looking at a possible transgender in the making here.

That would actually make me so happy.

Operation yolo

Hahaha, okay I just wanted to share this with you all.

So today at recess I explained this game to my friends, called "get down mr. president" and it's kind of a spur of the moment game, where you don't really plan it cause it won't but fun that way. You play it by one person puts their finger to their ear like the stereotypical secret service agent. Then when the others notice, they do the same thing. The last person remaining without their fingers on their ear, everyone yells "get down mr. president!" and tackle them.

But we decided to do this in class.

So after lots of discussion and debate, this is what we ended up with:

because Ben, one of the most leader-like people in our group, sat right beside one of the other fore-mentioned friends, it was decided that at a certain time (in math class) Ben would start it by putting his fingers to his ear, then when everyone (well everyone that knew about it or played along)was doing the same thing, he would yell out "Get down, mr. president!" and he and bryce (president) jumped under their desks. But so did everyone else.

So everyone was under their desks, then Ben stands up, looks around and says "all clear. Thank you for your cooperation" and everyone stands up and sits back in their seats and continues working like nothing happened. We thought it would be hilarious.

Well it was. At least to us. We did it to confuse our teacher. And because she has a good sense of humor we didn't think she would be angry. She wasn't. She just ignored the whole thing. She didn't even acknowledge it. It was kind of disappointing.

So I think we're gonna try it again, maybe in french class or english.

So yeah that was the highlight of my day. Enjoy.

(P.S. The best part? We called it operation yolo. Cuz, ya know, yolo)
(PSS Oh, and in case you wanted to know who Ben is, he's one of my best friends, and he has a blog here! But he's moving to Toronto over the summer D,:

Hi guys! (Pushypushypushylalalala)

So what's up?

I'd like to ask a teeeeeeny favour from you guys. Just a small one.

Since I know that people do see my blog (almost everyday, actually) it would be great if you could maybe interact with me a bit more? I don't want to sound pushy or anything, but it would actually help a lot if you were to just comment on my posts once and a while! I love to hear from you!

Also, if you could vote on the little poll I have on my side bar! That would be amazing, and I would love you forever. (Just don't be a dick about it, kay?)

I've been thinking about making vlogs. I'd probably post them on youtube, but I don't have to. It could just be between you and me.. ;D

Anyways I'd LOVE to hear from you; I love each and every one of you lovely visitors!

Goodbye for now,

Iloveyou..<3

Hey

It hasn't really been too long, but I felt like posting, so here I am.

What's up with you guys?

I haven't been ignoring you, I've just been really busy. And it seems I've only been posting the sucky, depressing things. Well here are all the awesome things that have happened recently, or even just things that make me happy!

• I'm going to the fucking Vans Warped Tour this summer!! VANS WARPED TOUR, bitches!!!!! With Rose!!! We're so fucking pumped!!
• And Skrillex is coming to Toronto this summer too, but alas, I cannot go, as it is 2 day before I go to warped, so I probably won't be allowed. Oh Well.
• The Avengers movie came out yesterday, and I want to see it so badly!!! There's a song by bvb in it, "Unbroken" It's new, and I already have it on my iPod. Rose and I were gonna got see the first showing, but then she had to babysit her little siblings, and today her mom's taking her dress shopping for grad... So we'll see when we can go...
• I had a lot of pizza this week. That makes me happy.
• I have a book report I'm working on in english, and one of the parts I chose to involve was writing poetry to do with the book. And I thought I was doing pretty well, until I realised I had started writing a song by accident. fUCK DA POLICE!! But it's still awesome!
• Tumblr's been pretty cool lately...
• Blood On The Dance Floor was added to the Warped tour band list, and the're gonna be playing AT TORONTO!!!!!! THE SHOW I"M GOIN TO!!!! I'm quite elated...

There's probably more, but I gotta go now.

Cleaning day.....

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck

I want to die.

Actually I don't. I just don't want to feel this anymore. This hurt. This searing heartache.

Earlier tonight I asked Nic who he liked. For me, that took a lot of guts. He likes someone else, of course.
Why the fuck would I even think about believing otherwise?! I'm a fucking retard for even hoping! Why the fuck do I even bother? Nobody loves me, not now, not ever. Fact. Do you know what it's like to feel like your heart has just been ripped out and then have to act like you're completely fine? It sucks. It makes you want to just go cry alone in the dark until you pass out, and hope that you never wake up. It does.
And let's just say that this makes for an interesting love quadrilateral... With lots of variables.

I have to go now. I can barely see through my blurring vision.
I never thought that it would hurt so much.
Now I know better.

Fuck boys and their fucking confusingness

Wow, feel like it's been a really long time since I've posted on here. I'm always on tumblr, because I actually like it more. But if I ever want to post something that nobody I know will ever find out into the internet, I use this. Like now for instance. (and the rant is off! Girly feelings are in the lead, with angst and crying neck and neck for second!)

First off, boys. I hate them, I do. But I also love them. At times I just want to throttle my best friend Ben, and other times he's really amazing. It's usually a mix of the two. And if you've been reading my blog for a while or have read my past posts, you might be wondering "what about Nic?" The thing is, I have really conflicted feelings. I still like Nic, a lot, but I haven't told him anything yet. And then there's Ben, who is probably my closest guy friend, he can be super nice, funny, and protective, and I kinda do like him. But I know that one of my friends like him. I also think that he still likes his ex, Britt, who is in our class. They dated for I don't know how long, in grade 4 or something, I honestly don't remember. I don't remember much of anything. So anyways Brittany is still friends with us, of course, and she's going out with an englishite. (we're all frenchies: people in French immersion. Englishites are kids in English. I came up with the name; if you take the e off the end it's english shit. Tee hee. No offense intended to all the nice English kids) Anyways she's taken and I think Ben still likes her, though I don't know. And then another friend whom was namelessly mentioned earlier likes ben for a fact, and I kinda like him. But I like Nic too. I have no idea who Nic likes, if he does at all. I got off track. Where was I again? Oh yeah! And to top it all off, Ben if moving to fucking toronto for high school. Ben is probably the only person happy with this, but we'll grin and bear it. Fuck, I think I'm going to start crying again. I was crying for absolutely no reason earlier. Well, no, ca c'est une mente; je pleurait a cause de tap tap quatre que je jouait earlier. It juste ne veulent pas cooperate. Oh fuck half of that etait en francais. Shit, I can't seem to stop and I'm too lazy to retype. As a side note: I actually type moat of my posts in one go, without stopping, and it's all just verbal diarehha, or however the fuck you spell it. Anyways... Crap, I forgot again. Oh yeah, I was crying because tap tap was being a bitch. I know that's stupid. I do. But I just need to cry, and that seemed to set me off, so I went with it.
Also, I'd like to mention that Ben is going to be in the festival of the stars for an accompanied solo on the flute! I've been before for singin, and it's quite fun. And yes, while I do kinda like him, he's still my best friend, and I'm probably just going to ignore my little crush and be supportive of him. Of him playing in the festival of the stars, of anybody he likes/dates and mostly of him moving away. And honestly, anybody that I've ever liked, I've never told them. Dropped them hints, maybe, but never told them. I guess I'm just a coward. But in my defense, I only ever seem to like my close friends (males; I don't think I'm gay, but I hope everyone would be fine with it if I was) and I don't want to fuck up my friendships, so yeah. I also don't think anybody could like me at all, ever, like that, let alone the people I like. But, you know, if I know you and you do like me, feel free to tell me! I've been wondering who all my friends like nowadays.... Like Danielle and Alexander s. and Ben and Nic... Danielle uses to like Alexander, but she said she doesn't anymore... I'm such a girl, wondering who people like. Eh, whatever, I know that ben wonders the same things sometimes.

My toes are really cold right now. They've been hanging off the end of my bed for probably the last 40 minutes while I've been typing this post. I've been typing it on my iPod so it take longer than normal. Also, while I'm on the topic of feet, my right foot really hurts. You know, the one I sprained a couple months ago? Yeah, I think it healed wrong or something, because it's still swollen. And it hurts. But I already told you that.

I'm fat. Did you know that? All my friends say that I'm not, but fuck them, I know I am. I fucking disgust myself. I actually tried for the first time to forcibly vomit, but I didn't. I'm probably going to try again after I post this. I know it's an extremely bad habit to get into, but I just can't help it. I relish the hunger pangs I constantly have, as morbid and mentally disturbed as that seems.

I'm going to be going to the the avengers movie when it comes out with rose and probably Danielle, Sarah P. and Britt, too. Rose and I pretty much only want to go for the music. New songs by Rise Against, Shinedown, Evanascence, and most importantly, BLACK VEIL BRIDES!!!!! I'm so fucking excited!! The song they have in the movie is called "Unbroken" and I fucking love it, and I've only heard a one minute teaser of it!!
And speaking of music, guess what I'm doing with rose this summer? Really, you have no clue?
WE'RE GOING TO THE FUCKING VANS WARPED TOUR IN TORONTO, BITCH!!!!!!!!
I'm so fucking excited!!!!! So many fucking amazing bands!!!

Haha, did you know I have violent mood swings, all the time? Because I do.

I need to get off soon... It's 10 o'clock as I type this sentence, and I've been working on this post for almost an hour, I think.


So I'll see all you people later, when I watch you in your sleep.

Every. Single. One of you.

Good luck sleeping now.

Mwahahahahahahaha.... /fade out


Rachel :*

(4+6)/2

If I said I read six books, watched four movies and still slept and ate and all that, would you believe me? Well that's the reasoning behind the equation for the title. Kind of. Close enough. I watched Abduction, Contagion, Super 8, and The Matrix, and read two Traced novels, What Boys Really Want (fiction, guys, don't worry), and a bunch of manga, too. And I watched and episode of GI Joe renegades, but I'd already seen it, so I was a little disappointed. Umm, my cat (the balding one) can't take a hint, so I ended up throwing him off of me throughout most of the matrix. For a reason, too. (I'm not cruel to cats for fun) he kept clawing me. It was an accident, I believe, but it still hurt like fuck. And he would attempt to sit on my face. WHILE I WAS WATCHING A MOVIE. so yeah, I kept throwing him off me. Not like chucking, like removing him and his claws from my leg and tossing him on the ground. Hahahahaha, I'm so funny. What I was talking about just made me think of Threw it on the ground by the Lonely Island. Omd, I'm so lol. (omd, by the way, is like omg, but French. "oh mon dieu" is what it stands for, and oh mon dieu is French for oh my god. Dieu is god. (as in it's a translation. I'm atheist, so I dont give a fuck either way. Actually, I do. Just stfu about religion already. WE. DONT. CARE.) I used to think that mon dieu was one word, like mondieu, as in "oh my world" (monde=world) anyways, I had that specific epiphany a couple weeks ago or so thanks to my friend Ben, who I have posted about before. I'll add links in this post to his blogs. (he has more than one, both personal.) Actually, I think I'll make a little link list in the sidebar to blogs of people I like (not like like, but there will be at least one, I guarantee.) and people I find interesting. Maybe you'll even track my tumblr down from there? (here's a hint: look for my name)
Oh, and follow salocindaplat. He is fucking amazing, and also that at least one person i'd guarantee liking. Like, like liking. Follow him!!:

http://salocindaplat.tumblr.com
http://salocindaplat.tumblr.com
http://salocindaplat.tumblr.com
http://salocindaplat.tumblr.com

(I'll make these into links later...)

Till we meet again, my pretties,
Rachel c:

Hey. Long time....

So it's been a long time since I last posted (I don't know how long) so I'm making another. But this post isn't really for that reason, or even about me, that much. No. Do you remember that guy Nic, who can sometimes be a dick without realising it, but is actually really nice, and just fucking amazing in general? Yeah, him. I like him. I mean, REALLY like him. He's perfect. Well, maybe I'm a little biased, bit still. I really, really, really truly like you, if you manage to find this somehow, Nic. Maybe you have no clue or maybe you gussed it. But I really want you to know now. So, please, don't blow me off or ignore me, because I really like you, and... I really hope you might like me too..?
But recently, you have been blowing me off. I still haven't told you, so I can't say you're being spiteful, but it's heartbreaking. Who DO you like? Is it Chloe VZ? It certainly seems that way... Hate to break it to you, but she's not interested. Or do you just not like anyone and are really not interested in me... Or maybe you're gay? I normally wouldn't have a problem with that, but, again, I really like you and you would be utterly unattainable if you were gay. Anyways, even if I can't have you, I hope you end up happy, but I really want you to be happy with me. Maybe some day I'll have the courage to say it to your face... I like you.

Watch "Lara and Taylor play the Morrowind & Skyrim themes!" on YouTube

I'm going to dance to this at my wedding... <3

Watch "Lara plays Rebecca Black and Nyan Cat AT THE SAME TIME on piano" on YouTube

http://r-r-r-rachel.tumblr.com/post/17137717935

2 days...

Greetings, fair reader.

I'm still pissed at Nic, and I'm trying really hard to ignore him. I don't think I'll be able to for long though. But I'll try.
Tomorrow, if all goes as planned, I will be going over to my friend Chloe's house, just to chill. (I'm gonna promo her, so here's her blog on tumblr, follow her! (Maybe me, too?))

Anyways, I was just on my friend Ben's blog today, and I was looking at this post: Spring in February. And as the title implies, we are currently experiencing spring in february. FEBRUARY! It's just not right where we live! We have not had even the minimum of 30cm! (1 foot for all you imperial-ers) We had a maximum of 15 centimetres, maybe. For 2 days. Then it all melted and rained. It really sucks. Just yesterday it was warm enough to go outside without a coat or boots on, just a sweater (or maybe even without one!) and running shoes. It's insane. Unnatural.

Anyways again, I should probably get going.
Bye for now, Rachel :3

Hey, watashi wa anata o taberu tsumoridesu! (translation: I am going to eat you!)

So, I tried to stay angry at Nic, but I just can't, so he probably never even knew I was angry with him... I'm useless.. -__- It's just.... arrrgh!!! I don't know...
But I have a ton of homework if I want to go to Danii's dad's house with her for the long weekend, so I gotta concentrate.
Sorry for the short post...

Later, Rachel! <3

Glitchy...

Hey, how goes it?
Tumblr's being extremely glitchy right now, so I'm on here. Not to be biased, but I like tumblr a lot. But its mainly focused on pictures, and its interesting and easy to convey your feelings, but Blogger is about words, and I like that too, for when I have the need to rant, like now.
I have been trying to talk to Nic on facebook for several days now, and I couldn't get through, and I thought that was fine, since he mentioned before he was having a really bad internet connection. So tonight I finally talked to him. What does he say? "its fun seeing how impatient people get" I might just cry now. I want to cry and beat him up, so badly right now... He was pretty much ignoring me. So unless you're gonna apologise, I will ignore you, I don't care if it kills me. I just can't believe you could be such a dick. God... Nobody likes to be ignored, especially a girl. Expect a silent hell, Nic.
On a different note, I have a sudden craving for something fried, or Chinese food... Something like that.
On yet another note (what, are you writing a song? (no)), tomorrow we have electives at school, and I'm doing yoga in the morning and kung fu in the afternoon. Pretty sweet, right? Wrong. I have a sprained foot and a fucked up arm; I cannot do anything. Crap, I feel like crying again.... Fuck, I can't take this...
I'm gonna go now. If you read this Nic, I hope you feel bad. I certainly do, and you better be scared. A pissed off girl hunts in a pack, you know....

Heyy, whatchya doin?

If Nic saw that I would owe him even more strawberries. :S But the thing is (and on with the tirade!) He's barely talking to me.. :$ maybe he's just not online a lot? Maybe I'm obsessing (okay, I am..), and that's definitely not my aim, and what if he reads this? He's seen my blog before, he might have put two and two together... But, agghhhh..!!! I don't know... I just like talking to him... I need to talk about something else...

I've been going on my tumblr a lot; it gets really addictive. :$ Hahaha, it rocks. :D I also have Skype, I'll get back to you on my account name. Oh, and my tumblr is r-r-r-rachel.tumblr.com

I'm really tired, so I'm gonna try to sleep, but then I'll end up awake day(night?)dreaming...  Or, ya know, surfin the web...

See ya.. :/ :)

Internal bleeding and tensor bandages?! (yes.)

Hey, how's it hangin'? (A: upside down)
Hmmm. It seems that I haven't been posting as frequently as before. Probably because it is what it seems.
I also wanted to say that I know have tumblr... You should check it out!  http://r-r-r-rachel.tumblr.com/
It pretty fricken cool, man..
Lately I've been talking to my bud, Nic, who is unofficially awesome, and I just thought I should put that out there. (/smileyface)
Also, I have found my camera! But for some reason the SD card's nowhere to be found...
Oh, I just remembered! I still haven't told you guys the news! I'm pregnant! Haha, nope, I'm kidding. I'm only thirteen; I haven't even got a boyfriend (forever alone...) The news is that last.. Thursday, I think, I sprained my foot. Yep, complete fml moment. But its not that bad, mostly just annoying to have to limp around. (that's the deal with the title: I have a bit of internal bleeding around the injury-- like a bruise that doesn't hurt-- and I'm supposed to wear a tensor bandage on my foot.)
Anyways, I'm gonna go now, because I am very hungry, and I don't have any thing to eat in my room... (hahaha, another fml moment)
Well, bye for now, my lovely reader peoples! /grin

Cleaning day. D,:<

Every. Fucking. Week!! We have to clean the whole house, and it suck flying monkey crap! Sorry for my odd.... What's the word again? I keep thinking of the word "contraband", but that's illegal drugs or money and stuff... Oh well. Contact me if you know the word I'm trying to think of; its a synonym for swearing.

Later.

How early is too early?

How early is too early to move out? I really hate living with my blood relatives; "I don't care what your problem is, but you can't take it out on us" What if you deserve it? "Stop being a bitch" So if I have a low voice, I'm a bitch? "I don't like your attitude" My personality is who I am, my attitude is who you are.
Stop bitching at me; enough is fucking enough, already!

I'm hoping to leave to go to someone else's place over the weekend, if not I'll just wander around town, I guess. No way I want to be stuck in the house that much, ever.

"The idea that people automatically love and cherish each other if they're family is an illusion." -anonymous.

House shopping !

Hey, sup?

That last post was from Danii, who I am sitting with right now! We're house shopping! Well, her family is house shopping and I'm just tagging along :P

We're in one of the houses right now, and I'm stealing some rando's wifi to bring you this awesomeness called a post! :D

Her brother is bugging me search a video on YouTube, and Danii's beating him up! xD

I gotta go now; later! :3

Yellow

I like to say YELLOW!!!!!!!!!!

School ¦P

Haaiiii dere!
That's dedicated to my friend nathalie, who really likes saying hai and bai.

Tomorrow is the first day back to school, and I'm actually looking forward to it this year, because I get to see all my friends! Everyone lives too far away... -__- the people who are closest to me are nathalie, Jeremiah, sonja and wil, and none of them are terribly close.. the people I'm most looking forward to seeing are Ben, Nic, and, of course, Danii!!!
She was away all holiday; I didn't get to talk to her once!

Next xmas break, (I'll be in high school!) I'm hoping all my friends and I can have a huge party after school, the last day until the holidays and have something like a sleepover. Lame-sounding, but the last day before Xmas break starts this year will be December 21, the day the world will supposedly end. That would be a cool way to die though; the apocalypse! Well, it would be better to survive it, but still. :P

Well, I better go, as, again, I have school tomorrow.

Later,
Rachel ¦]

For Danii ;)

Doo bee doo bee doo wah, doo bee doo bee doo wah

Hey, what's up?
A roof
What a shocker; same here!

Yeah, today I was talking to one of my best friends, Nic! He's awesome, I'm just gonna put that out there. ;)
He talked me into hitting my brother with a pillow, multiple times, even though I didn't need much convincing.
I checked the time after he said he had to leave, and I realised we had talked for over 2 hours! Not that I'm complaining ;)

I also played skyward sword a lot again today. I made it to nearly the end of the third trial, got so pissed off that I left it for several hours, came back and finished it with ease. :P So now I'm at the very beginning of the third sacred flame dungeon. (That's when I left and started talking with Nic) 

So, I'm gonna try to get to sleep at a time reasonable for school, to get "back in the groove" of it. (in retrospect that is a slight pun..)

Later, sweet dreams,
Rachel <3

I love this man, with all my heart<3

International Day of Cows !

Hey, how goes it?
Today, I decided on whim to Google my name, first and last (together), an I could not find anything that actually had to do with me! I decided to Google my full name, middle and all, and the first thing that comes up? International day of cows, an event created on facebook that I rsvp'd to, created by my friend Nick a couple years ago.
Now, for the semi-necessary history of the international day of cows! So the previously mentioned friend, Nick, really likes cows, so he made an international (but small, unofficial and unrecognised) on his birthday. Only 6 people joined the event, including him and me, and Danii (yeah, my best bud <3) never answered...
Oh, I forgot to mention when it is! The international day of cows is October 11, every year! :3 So this year, instead of wishing nick, the founder of cows' day, I'll say "Happy international day of cows! :3" and see if he gets it. But wait, what if he reads this?! I'll be screwed (not literally :P) the jig'll be up! >^<
Haha, oh well. :P

I have to try to get to sleep earlier; I need to get back into my school sleep schedule, which involves getting up at 7! TT~TT

G'night, come back soon! /blows kiss<3

Green muffins !

A Heavy Burden<3

When I'm with you, streets are fields where flowers grow. I'm in love with you in ways they'll never try. <3

Food, please!!

Oh burial plots, I'm so hungry!!! XS
I'm not even bothering with my greeting, I'm so hungry! And the use of the exclamation burial plots is from the book I'm reading, nightspell. It's okay, but not amazing. :/
But I can't go and get something to eat, as it's about quarter past one in the morning..... D¦

Today, I went to an audition for a local production,showcase 3: a new beginning. I hope I get a part :/

Ya know what? Screw it. I'm fucking starving; I'm gonna get some food!!! >o<

Later !

Hahaha, Zolo..! <3

This is a picture I took while reading a jump mag, this is for you, Danii! ¦D (miss you !)

What am I fighting fooooooor!

I was trying to think of something profound and meaningful for the title, but I couldn't think if anything good, so I used the lyrics of the song that was currently playing. (Fighting, by yellowcard, in case you wanna know) that isn't so bad, right? Well, yes, but the first thing I thought of was "dance fucker, dance" and I was gonna use that, but then I accidentaly posted this huge comedic poem about English pronunciation, right in the title. So I had to start over, cuz there was no way I would spend the time to backspace it... -.-

Oh, yeah! Did you notice the way I used bold font back there? I never use bold font (or italics ;) because I didn't have that option on my ipod, which is how I made most of my posts, but now I can use my phone (if i have wifi...) And its a more complex app, and possibly better..? Anyways, expect a lot more bold and italic use in the future. ;)

I've been playing the legend of zelda; skyward sword a ton lately, even though you can't measure time in weight, but you get the idea. Yesterday, I believe, is when i had just finished the lanayru mining facility, and I got into the time temple to get to zelda. Girahim (I think that's how you spell it; I just call him Vald. He looks like a Vald.) Vald stops zelda and her escort/guardian Impa from going through and link from helping them. Vald goes to attack, Impa blocks it, zelda throws link the goddess harp, Vald breaks through the barrier, link attacks Vald, buying Impa and zelda some time, who escape. And this is all one big cutscene. Anyways, I thought I was almost done the game. As it turns out, I wasn't even halfway done! Now I'm in the ancient cistern, and I have to defeat koloktros, I think its name was, and its ducking (duck you autocorrect...) hard!!

Well, it is late, and I grow weary, so farewell and good sleeps, my companion. :3

(The picture, by the way, is one of the walls in my room, the south-west wall, if my memory serves correctly, taken from my bed. Thought I might as well post something. Later! ^^)